cutebunny43 | Entries tagged with whyyyyyy!

So remember my last post where I said I had WAY too many plotbunnies for

het_bigbang and there was gonna be a poll put up? Well, here is that poll! GO VOTE PLZ! Right now, Camelot is winning, but Nikita is trying to catch up, with PRJF struggling, I NEED YOUR HALP GAIZ!

Current Mood: geeky
Current Music: Hysteria - Muse
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And by that time again, I mean

het_bigbang time! Yes, I stoopidly signed up again, don't ask me why. And yes, I have many plotbunnies again, and YES I NEED A BETA AGAIN! *flutters eyelashes* I'll have a poll up later that I'll post here so y'all can vote for what you want me to write! ALSO YOU SHOULD ALL SIGN UP! WRITERS ARTISTS BETAS CHEERLEADERS COME ON! DOO EET YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO!

♥ you all!

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Shine - Kwan
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Gaiz, what is WRONG with me? I have MORE than enough fics to write, but I've had this idea in my head for literally YEARS, and it STILL won't leave me alone. I want to write a Power Rangers Lightspeed Rescue/Supernatural fusion fic, wherein the Mitchells hunt demons with help from the rest of the crew. I mean, TECHNICALLY, they were hunting demons before Supernatural was around, so. Of course it'd be Ryan/Dana because, duh, 'cept Ryan would be more like Sam, in that he just wants to be normal, and Dana would be Dean, in that she's sacrificed her life to destroying evil.

...does this sound interesting to anybody, or am I just crazy and should ignore the muse again like I've been doing for years? HELP YOU GAIZ I CAN'T EVEN WHAT IS WRONG WITH MEEE!

Current Mood: cranky
Current Music: In the House, In a Heartbeat - John Murphy

So, my het BB is officially finished! ...technically, at any rate! I'm not pleased with it at all, I mean, there are good points, but overall, it's pretty rushed, there are plotholes up the ass, I leave things ambiguous, and just...bleh, most of it was my own fault, I can admit. But if anybody wants to read it, the website with my fic, and all the others are here! And pleasepleasepleasePLEASE check out the art that was done for my fic, it will BLOW YOUR FREAKIN MIND I SWEAR! ♥!

And SO MUCH MANY THANKS AND LOVE AND RAINBOWS AND HEARTS AND CUPCAKES TO

dragovianknight for being my beta AGAIN, and for dealing with my whining and shitty last minute deadlines and just her general epicness, I really do not know what I'd do without her epic skillz of a beta! As always, it almost goes without saying at this point, much thanks and love to the OMC for...well, being the OMC and my besties for liiiife! And of course, thanks to everyone else for supporting me and not letting me quit, and telling me that I could do this, you guys really are the bestest! ♥

And there WILL be a revised and extended edition of my Xena fic, I PROMISE you that! Don't know when, but it WILL happen!

Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: Jar of Hearts - Christina Perri

So, my BB, for het_bigbang? Coming along REALLY REALLY REALLY SLOWLY! I am totally freaking out, it needs to be done no later than the 25th, at noon PST, and my word goal is 30k. I'm only at like, 17k! *cries!* Somebody cheer me on, or complain at me, or send me ideas, or SOMETHING BECAUSE I AM LIKE GONNA DIE! *HIDES UNDER COVERS!*

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Ugly - the Exiles

So, guys, guess who just signed up for a big bang again? Oh, yeah, that would be me! WHY DID I JUST DO THAT?! I have this irrational thing wherein if I fail NaNo, I automatically have to sign up for a big bang just to prove I can write long fics! Ugh, so stoopid! And hey, if anybody wants to be my beta reader again, hit me up, onegai!

Said big bang is here! You should all sign up so I don't feel super stupid for signing up, or left out! Or just sign up to cheer/beta/make purdy arts! ^_^ Also, I have numerous ideas for my fic, and no idea which to pick, so there's another reason to at least join the comm, so y'all can help me decide!

~~Make sure to cheer me on and listen to my whining! ♥~~

Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Letters From the Sky - Civil Twilight

Yeah, sooo...how y'all been?! Missed you guys! Nothing too epic has been happening in my life to keep me away from DW/el jay, I just always forget to update, heh. Um, so, yeah, had my birthday, a lotta of my friends' birthdays, my parents' birthdays, aaaand, we moved. We're still in the same state and town, just a different place. Don't really care for it, but meh, it's a roof over our heads, so I suppose I can't complain in that regard.

But oh em gee, Lappy-chan is being a dirty whore, I think she needs to be cleaned, but I don't know how to clean it, I'm fairly certain there's dust in the fans and that's why it's overheating. It's an old ass compaq presario c700, yeah, OLD I KNOW. I might just get it taken in for repair, but then I'm scared they'll erase my all my shit. People tend to do that to my laptops for absolutely NO FUCKING REASON WHATSOEVER! *fumes!*

So, ANYWAY, what's been going on with you guys? Anything interesting/boring/fun/life-changing/so-on-and-so-forth? TELL MEEE!

(Also, happy belated anniversary my lovely el jay! YOU'RE EIGHT YEARS OLD HOLY SHIT I CAN'T BELIEVE I'VE BEEN ON EL JAY FOR THAT LONG! So much has changed since then and I refuse to get rid of my old entries, no matter how shitty they are!) ♥!

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Letting the Cables Sleep - Bush

Sorry for not posting in foreeeever, I forgot, as usual! Nothing much of interest has been going on anyway, other than the fact I epically failed NaNo again! (But I at least got 30k words, that's...something, right?) It doesn't bother me though, just means I have to try harder this year! Speaking of, happy belated new year, and christmas, and all that good stuff!

Also! Happy birthday

starlit_purple! I hope it's as awesome as you are! Speaking of birthdays, bleeeh, mine is in three days, and I will be 22, which is a boring birthday, really, it's not like I'm gonna be able to do anything at 22 that I can't do now, meh! I still don't even know what I'm going to do for said birthday, siiigh. Whaaatever, just another day to spend with my fam and friends, I reckon!

...so, what's everyone been up to? Heh. Boring post is now over! ♥

Current Mood: blah
Current Music: Make Me Wanna Die - The Pretty Reckless

I'm not even at 20k words yet for NaNo, and I have FIVE DAYS LEFT WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME AND I HAVE NOT HAD ANY SLEEP I CAN BARELY KEEP MY EYES OPEN IT'S RAINING AND I'M ON MY PERIOD TO BOOT! AAAAAAAAAAAAARGH! SOMEBODY HELP ME AND TELL ME I CAN STILL DO THIIIS PLEEEASE!

~~I also friended some of you on NaNo, so if you see that some random person named Otherworld has friended you, that would be yours truly, hope you don't mind! ♥~~

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Jai Ho! (You Are my Destiny) - The Pussycat Dolls

But first thing's first! Happy birthday

starandrea ! I can't put into words how much I adore you, and the fact you have absolutely NO problem having entire conversations with me in capslock! I can't wait to be able to glomp you in person, until then, this will have to do! *GLOMPS!* ♥

And now for the freak-out part. MY PS3 HAS PROBABLY KICKED THE BUCKET! I was replaying Dragon Age: Origins Awakening again today, and when I was switching out one party member for another, it randomly froze, it wouldn't go back to normal, and I couldn't press the PS button to quit it, so I just ejected it, and it wouldn't even do that at first, but it DID as SOON as the game started working again, and after that, lo-and-behold, it stopped reading EVERYTHING. It doesn't read PS3 discs, PS2 discs, or movies. I've tried everything I can think of, and I'm ready to cry! I've had this thing since the year they released the PS3, so it's the fat version, the size of a small computer, and I've never had a single fucking problem with it until now!

Fucking figures, bleh. If anybody has annnnyyyy ideas short of just having to get an entirely new shitty PS3 that can't play PS2 games, give me some hints, onegai? ♥ you all!

~~Sidenote: Outside of my beloved RooRoo, I haven't gotten a single comment about my epic bigbang fic! FIX THIS NAO! (It will make me feel better! *bats eyelashes!*)~~

Current Mood: stressed

HAY GUYS HAY, GO DO THIS OKAY? DO EET! BUT LIKE, ONLY IF PR'S YOUR THING, YOU KNOW?

ALSO, HAY,

bruised_candy I NEED TO TALK TO YOU. IF NOT TODAY, THEN TOMORROW, BUT DEFINITELY BEFORE TUESDAY! WE NEED TO TURN IN FINAL DRAFTS BY THEN, HOLY SHITCAKES!

♥

Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Pure Morning - Placebo

I'm so stuuupid! Still frantically working on my epic RPM fic for au_bigbang, but I stupidly stopped working on it for like, two weeks after I sent in my rough draft, because I just didn't want to look at it anymore. Now I'm struggling to fill in all my plot lines before the 4th! AGGGGH! This wouldn't be so bad, but I have to allocate time for my lovely betas to read it over and make sure I don't look like a complete idiot, and aaaargh. What do I even doooo, agggh! *runs around in circles*

Also, I totally missed the anniversary of my el jay, AGAIN! It was on like, the 8th or something. I can't believe I've had that thing for SEVEN years now, holy shitcakes, man! I like to think I've grown a lot since then, considering I was like...14, jesus. I was a mere babe at that point! Oh, how time has passed! Love ya, my el jay! ♥

P.S. I love you

starandrea and

dragovianknight ♥

Current Mood: rushed
Current Music: Right Angles - The Paper Raincoat

Less than half an hour from now and I'll officially be 21 years old! ...yay! ...not. I'm not looking forward to it at allll. *watches SVU to make self feel better* Wait, this episode isn't going to make me feel better, somebody I like dies in this ep, boooo! Um, anyway, yeah, can we just NOT call it a birthday and just be all, happy you're-awesome day instead? That works for me, like, a lot. Although presents are still much needed! To...y'know...make me feel better! ^_^

♥ you all!

Current Mood: bitchy

Hence why there are so many eggs! Besides, I had an uneven number before, five just doesn't cut it! Pleeease click on my little eggies! You wouldn't want them to...to...die, would you?! *sad panda face!*

And okay, so technically, I still have an uneven number, but they wouldn't let me take another egg to make it an even ten! Bah! Also, I cannot sleep, so I am writing fics instead! And they are all dirtybadwrong, just the way I like 'em! Hee! ♥

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: The Safety Dance - Men Without Hats

I just don't get why I keep watching this show. Nothing's going to end up the way I want it to come season finale, I know it, I'll be stuck with Dillon/Summer, Ziggy/K (which I wouldn't mind so much if K wasn't so mean to him), and Flynn/Gemma (and maybe Scott/Tenaya, with poor Gem alone). And it keeps focusing on Summer and how brilliant and amazing she is and I HATE HER! I haven't hated a PR character this much since Tommy, and he at least had Kim going for him. Summer has Dillon, and that's not good, because Dillon sucks whenever he's stuck in a scene with her. I will just paste my running commentary, because...I don't want to have to think about that episode anymore. So, spoilers ahead, yay!

( RPM equals BALLS )

Lame sauce. Seriously. Fucking hate Summer. Fucking hate the writing of this show for the most part. Yet, I can't seem to turn away, what GIVES? *goes to implode now*

Current Mood: angry
Current Music: Every Day Is Exactly The Same - Nine Inch Nails