cutebunny43 | Entries tagged with freaking out freaking out

And by that time again, I mean

het_bigbang time! Yes, I stoopidly signed up again, don't ask me why. And yes, I have many plotbunnies again, and YES I NEED A BETA AGAIN! *flutters eyelashes* I'll have a poll up later that I'll post here so y'all can vote for what you want me to write! ALSO YOU SHOULD ALL SIGN UP! WRITERS ARTISTS BETAS CHEERLEADERS COME ON! DOO EET YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO!

♥ you all!

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Shine - Kwan
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IT'S ALMOST MY BIRTHDAY LIKE TOMORROW (well at midnight it'll be tomorrow, but, y'know) AND I'LL BE 23! WHAT DO I DOOOOO?! I HAVE A PETER PAN COMPLEX GROWING UP SUCKS LBEOEOGERPHREKGREG!

...SIGH! At least I'm being taken to dinner on Friday (day of birthday) and going to a bar on Sunday with my brother and our friends (yes, yes we do have some friends in common, I think that is awesome, tyvm!), so there is that. AND my mom bought me a pair of boots, huzzah, I adore boots, I wouldn't know what to do without them!

Sorry if I missed anybody's birthday recently, if I did, happy belated birthday, if I didn't...then just ignore me!

~~Also, feel free to write me lotsa birthday fics/make me graphics, bwhahaha!~~

♥!

Current Mood: blah
Current Music: Monster - Paramore

Because I'm stupid that's why, and I'm a little sleep deprived and I'm on my period so blah and thank GOD the mod for my BB has given everybody a 12 hour extension, because I NEED EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THOSE HOURS! Luckily, my ending is almost finished, so there is that, at the very least. I am definitely going to have cut out/shorten things, which annoys me, but whatevs, it'll just be like a DVD or something, you get to see deleted scenes at a later point in time!

CHEER ME ON YOU GUYS I TOTALLY NEED IT! ♥ you all!

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Hallelujah - Jeff Buckley

So, my BB, for het_bigbang? Coming along REALLY REALLY REALLY SLOWLY! I am totally freaking out, it needs to be done no later than the 25th, at noon PST, and my word goal is 30k. I'm only at like, 17k! *cries!* Somebody cheer me on, or complain at me, or send me ideas, or SOMETHING BECAUSE I AM LIKE GONNA DIE! *HIDES UNDER COVERS!*

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Ugly - the Exiles

So, guys, guess who just signed up for a big bang again? Oh, yeah, that would be me! WHY DID I JUST DO THAT?! I have this irrational thing wherein if I fail NaNo, I automatically have to sign up for a big bang just to prove I can write long fics! Ugh, so stoopid! And hey, if anybody wants to be my beta reader again, hit me up, onegai!

Said big bang is here! You should all sign up so I don't feel super stupid for signing up, or left out! Or just sign up to cheer/beta/make purdy arts! ^_^ Also, I have numerous ideas for my fic, and no idea which to pick, so there's another reason to at least join the comm, so y'all can help me decide!

~~Make sure to cheer me on and listen to my whining! ♥~~

Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Letters From the Sky - Civil Twilight

I'm not even at 20k words yet for NaNo, and I have FIVE DAYS LEFT WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME AND I HAVE NOT HAD ANY SLEEP I CAN BARELY KEEP MY EYES OPEN IT'S RAINING AND I'M ON MY PERIOD TO BOOT! AAAAAAAAAAAAARGH! SOMEBODY HELP ME AND TELL ME I CAN STILL DO THIIIS PLEEEASE!

~~I also friended some of you on NaNo, so if you see that some random person named Otherworld has friended you, that would be yours truly, hope you don't mind! ♥~~

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Jai Ho! (You Are my Destiny) - The Pussycat Dolls

In about 15 hours, I will be out of here, and in an airport. Why, you may ask, for Power Morphicon, of course! I am so nervous, and tired, and blah, but also excited. It's gonna be epic, meeting new people (meeting certain el jay/DW friends in person for first time), and of course, the PR alumni. AND I get to hang out with two of my bestest friends ever, epicness will ensue! I still have much to do, and I really shouldn't have left it until the last minute, but, hey, that's how I roll, yo, nothing can change that!

~~All the walking in the airports is gonna KILL me, seriously, fuck me sideways, ugh!~~

Love you all! AND THERE WILL BE PICS! AND VIDS! YAY!

Current Mood: anxious

But first thing's first! Happy birthday

starandrea ! I can't put into words how much I adore you, and the fact you have absolutely NO problem having entire conversations with me in capslock! I can't wait to be able to glomp you in person, until then, this will have to do! *GLOMPS!* ♥

And now for the freak-out part. MY PS3 HAS PROBABLY KICKED THE BUCKET! I was replaying Dragon Age: Origins Awakening again today, and when I was switching out one party member for another, it randomly froze, it wouldn't go back to normal, and I couldn't press the PS button to quit it, so I just ejected it, and it wouldn't even do that at first, but it DID as SOON as the game started working again, and after that, lo-and-behold, it stopped reading EVERYTHING. It doesn't read PS3 discs, PS2 discs, or movies. I've tried everything I can think of, and I'm ready to cry! I've had this thing since the year they released the PS3, so it's the fat version, the size of a small computer, and I've never had a single fucking problem with it until now!

Fucking figures, bleh. If anybody has annnnyyyy ideas short of just having to get an entirely new shitty PS3 that can't play PS2 games, give me some hints, onegai? ♥ you all!

~~Sidenote: Outside of my beloved RooRoo, I haven't gotten a single comment about my epic bigbang fic! FIX THIS NAO! (It will make me feel better! *bats eyelashes!*)~~

Current Mood: stressed

AHHH!

...AHHH!!!

SABAN BOUGHT BACK PR YOU GUYS, HE'S MAKING A NEW SEASON, I DON'T CARE IF IT'S ON NICK, AHHH, I THINK I'M LOSING MY SHIT!

....I GET MY PR BACK AHHHH!

I LOVE YOU SABAN!

♥♥♥♥!!!!

Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: Tik Tok - Ke$ha

I'm so stuuupid! Still frantically working on my epic RPM fic for au_bigbang, but I stupidly stopped working on it for like, two weeks after I sent in my rough draft, because I just didn't want to look at it anymore. Now I'm struggling to fill in all my plot lines before the 4th! AGGGGH! This wouldn't be so bad, but I have to allocate time for my lovely betas to read it over and make sure I don't look like a complete idiot, and aaaargh. What do I even doooo, agggh! *runs around in circles*

Also, I totally missed the anniversary of my el jay, AGAIN! It was on like, the 8th or something. I can't believe I've had that thing for SEVEN years now, holy shitcakes, man! I like to think I've grown a lot since then, considering I was like...14, jesus. I was a mere babe at that point! Oh, how time has passed! Love ya, my el jay! ♥

P.S. I love you

starandrea and

dragovianknight ♥